i guess this will be the first of the many posts to come next, sitting just beside my computer happily strumming the guitar in search of God, i guess at times when the world get too messy, its would be just so nice to hide in your prayer closet and start looking toward him for the plan for next day. Not that i ever hear from God in his real voice before, i m not that righteous to hear him, but its just that peace in me, that happiness that can make me just keep playing the guitar non-stop with a gladness in me. the gentle voice of Chris Tomlin song enough slowly flow around my room, i think its kind of please God cause i kind of feel at ease and happy. Today been a hectic day, manage to get a verbal agreement of an alliance from SP group for my side business, i really have to thank God for keeping me calm throughout the whole negotiation. I was literally dealing with a managing director who been in the line for 15 years and i have to smoke through him a lot of stuff i do not know but just come to me as thou as i know it by heart. I m amaze i survive the whole terrible ordeal. i guess i am tired now, signing off with a smile thankful that i did pray today. Its a slow journey to get back my life filled with prayer, its gonna be a long yet fruitful one i guess.